Help! I need advice on my relationship problem. Is this possible abuse?

Okai so, I am Manfrechesto, but I go By Manny, I don't knw. My ma is from Mehico, so we both have odd names it is tradition. I am fifty-five years Old, still kicking! hah, anyway, I need issue. Have issue. I have a problem with my boyfriend. He constantly kick me and hurt me, and I am Sick of it. My ma said it wans't abuse if we love eahcother, which we do, but i don't Think so. ANyway, my neck is purple now and i have so many bruises! it hurts to move, my bones ache, and everything. My boyfriend constantly Beets me demanding when i don't want to and i am so confused. he has d me a lot of times, at least I think. My ma told me Raping is when you don't wnat to have ual intercorse but the other person forces you, so yes, i Believe that is . anYway, my keyboard weird. So advice?